I dont believe in love anymore.
You cant say you love someone and expect them to love you back the same way.
I was in a relationship where I did love the other person,
I gave her my time, my attention, and my soul.
But it wasnt enough. The skeletons of my past kept haunting our relationship.
She got jealous of someone who isnt even a part of my life anymore.
It strained our relationship to the point where we were together, but her mind was already somewhere else. With someone else.
The time came when she said she couldnt take it anymore. Because no matter what i did, she just kept thinking of the past.
You dont fall in love and give everything from the get go.
Love takes time to reach its full potential.
For someone who has experienced rejection, humiliation, and even unwanted sudden separation, i was a broken man who was scared of commitment.
But when it happens. It happens. And it surprised me.
I opened up my heart and my soul to her.
You cant say you love someone and expect them to love you back the same way.
I was in a relationship where I did love the other person,
I gave her my time, my attention, and my soul.
But it wasnt enough. The skeletons of my past kept haunting our relationship.
She got jealous of someone who isnt even a part of my life anymore.
It strained our relationship to the point where we were together, but her mind was already somewhere else. With someone else.
The time came when she said she couldnt take it anymore. Because no matter what i did, she just kept thinking of the past.
You dont fall in love and give everything from the get go.
Love takes time to reach its full potential.
For someone who has experienced rejection, humiliation, and even unwanted sudden separation, i was a broken man who was scared of commitment.
But when it happens. It happens. And it surprised me.
I opened up my heart and my soul to her.
"Youre too late. I fell out of love already."
Those were the most painful and devastating things someone has ever told me.
I dont believe in love anymore.
When you still think about that person day and night.
When no more than 2 days after she left you, she was already posting pics with someone else.
When you feel like youve lost everything and was thinking of ending your own life in the most crazy and selfish way.
Its not worth it anymore.
When you still think about that person day and night.
When no more than 2 days after she left you, she was already posting pics with someone else.
When you feel like youve lost everything and was thinking of ending your own life in the most crazy and selfish way.
Its not worth it anymore.
The last 5 years i spent with that person has changed me.
But the last 2 months, even more so.
But the last 2 months, even more so.
Anxiety has filled our life. And because i was the one craving her attention, i felt needy. For the first time in my life i just wanted that one person to be with me always.
I dont believe in love anymore.
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind.
Maybe in the future ill have it.
Maybe in time ill see life with clarity again.
Maybe in time ill stop seeing her face everytime i close my eyes.
But one things for certain.
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind.
Maybe in the future ill have it.
Maybe in time ill see life with clarity again.
Maybe in time ill stop seeing her face everytime i close my eyes.
But one things for certain.
I dont believe in love anymore.
